hi everybody!

I'm 20 years old and live in columbus ms! I was a student at mississippi state until i couldnt afford to go there anymore. I started working when i was in the 10 grade being a tutor and receptionist. never making enough money! I don't have any support from my parents. My father pays child support and i use that on my rent. and my mother is busy with her new husband and kids. My dream is get all my debt paid off. To go to art school in california and to have a mustang. oh yeah and to have my first ever birthday party! somewhere  big and nice for my 21th. I drive a beat up and scratched up car. cant even afford an oil change right now. i scaped up enough for an apartment all i have is basic stuff. air bed, cards table for the dining table and frige and stove. no cable or another. I got  this apartment while working at this hotel and well the day after i  sign the papers i was laid off from that job. I have been looking very hard for a job for a few weeks now. taking typing test and filling out applications every where. no luck i  can't even get hired to be a pizza dilivery. My bills are started to pile up and i am scared. I have worked so hard since i got my first job. and now i have nothing to show for it. I'm broke. really broke. I don't have any gas or food. I don't have anybody not even friends. when i am not looking for a job i am at home sitting alone by myself. I'm very depressed. Cant see a doctor about it cause i need money  and insurance and right now i got nothing to lose but my dreams. I think about killing myself a lot like  i did when i was in the 6th grade. I am lost and desparate for money and love. for support and a family. willing to do anything for cash and i have done some awful things for a few bucks. I want a life and for me to be happy again. so i am asking if you could please help me  get out of this deep hole i am in. I  need help badly. i'm losing this battle alone.

hi everybody!

I'm 20 years old and live in columbus ms! I was a student at mississippi state until i couldnt afford to go there anymore. I started working when i was in the 10 grade being a tutor and receptionist. never making enough money! I don't have any support from my parents. My father pays child support and i use that on my rent. and my mother is busy with her new husband and kids. My dream is get all my debt paid off. To go to art school in california and to have a mustang. oh yeah and to have my first ever birthday party! somewhere  big and nice for my 21th. I drive a beat up and scratched up car. cant even afford an oil change right now. i scaped up enough for an apartment all i have is basic stuff. air bed, cards table for the dining table and frige and stove. no cable or another. I got  this apartment while working at this hotel and well the day after i  sign the papers i was laid off from that job. I have been looking very hard for a job for a few weeks now. taking typing test and filling out applications every where. no luck i  can't even get hired to be a pizza dilivery. My bills are started to pile up and i am scared. I have worked so hard since i got my first job. and now i have nothing to show for it. I'm broke. really broke. I don't have any gas or food. I don't have anybody not even friends. when i am not looking for a job i am at home sitting alone by myself. I'm very depressed. Cant see a doctor about it cause i need money  and insurance and right now i got nothing to lose but my dreams. I think about killing myself a lot like  i did when i was in the 6th grade. I am lost and desparate for money and love. for support and a family. willing to do anything for cash and i have done some awful things for a few bucks. I want a life and for me to be happy again. so i am asking if you could please help me  get out of this deep hole i am in. I  need help badly. i'm losing this battle alone.

hi everybody!

I'm 20 years old and live in columbus ms! I was a student at mississippi state until i couldnt afford to go there anymore. I started working when i was in the 10 grade being a tutor and receptionist. never making enough money! I don't have any support from my parents. My father pays child support and i use that on my rent. and my mother is busy with her new husband and kids. My dream is get all my debt paid off. To go to art school in california and to have a mustang. oh yeah and to have my first ever birthday party! somewhere  big and nice for my 21th. I drive a beat up and scratched up car. cant even afford an oil change right now. i scaped up enough for an apartment all i have is basic stuff. air bed, cards table for the dining table and frige and stove. no cable or another. I got  this apartment while working at this hotel and well the day after i  sign the papers i was laid off from that job. I have been looking very hard for a job for a few weeks now. taking typing test and filling out applications every where. no luck i  can't even get hired to be a pizza dilivery. My bills are started to pile up and i am scared. I have worked so hard since i got my first job. and now i have nothing to show for it. I'm broke. really broke. I don't have any gas or food. I don't have anybody not even friends. when i am not looking for a job i am at home sitting alone by myself. I'm very depressed. Cant see a doctor about it cause i need money  and insurance and right now i got nothing to lose but my dreams. I think about killing myself a lot like  i did when i was in the 6th grade. I am lost and desparate for money and love. for support and a family. willing to do anything for cash and i have done some awful things for a few bucks. I want a life and for me to be happy again. so i am asking if you could please help me  get out of this deep hole i am in. I  need help badly. i'm losing this battle alone.